What was I thinking

Hey,
Well I've managed to get worse today than I was yesterday. I am going to go do a few things, namely Leanna Browns sink
and possibly Joes phone line, depends on how weak and sweaty I get doing that one! I am not rushing out the door however. It is supposed to snow the rest of the week with only a slight break today for a few hours. I have postponed the 4r on lot 13 until after christmas, I had it set up for yesterday and apparentely Jeff can't approve truss calcs and Jim is out of town(whatever!) Anyway, I am going to clear some lung butter and get to it. Geeze, the president elect can't even vacation in peace, on the Today show they are interviewing the gardener where he is staying on his vacation in Hawaii. " Ges, he nod at me on his way to wash his balls in the bird bath, can choo beleb it!"
So while I'm here, the latest is that "anyone who compares this economic crisis we are in with the great depression is insane." Well being as I was not a thought in my grandfathers mind yet, I wouldn't know, but it seems to me that the only reason that we are not that far down is because technology and the advancement of our overall society has created more jobs and opportunities than were available back then. Back then when the latest advancements were based around what we would consider today to be flinston-esc technology. Although its not to say that we are now in a quagmire of possible destruction due to our ever processing minds. Anyway, what do you think? This is part of an e-mail I sent my boss by the way.

where lies sanctity

I have lost a space, an embodiment of energy that sometimes might be called an introspective field of confidence. It is more than that though, it is an actual physical feeling or force if you will between humans. A feeling of being around others and just wanting to scoop them up and feed them your positive energy, where you can actually feel it escaping your body and going into theres. Where is it now, I don't know. For this is not a sexual thing, but rather a love thing coming from the soul. However it has been known to aide in the sex thing, not intentionally, but being one of an intense sexual nature I never used to complain. Anybody out there know what i am talking about. Sometimes I think to myself that because I was so insecure and in a constant state of identity crisis when in junior and high school, as it was easier to mimic one of my friends rather be myself, I finally discovered that who i really was, was actually looked up to by many people. Oh shit I am a god! Totally confused, I than began to see myself as sitting on a high horse all the while trying to pretend to be humble. This of course led to a snyde attitude and poor treatment of my peirs in the kitchen that I felt did not belong in a professional kitchen. Instead of teaching them, I made a faint attempt to show them how to do it and if they couldn;t get it the first time , they were out, or back to the pantry. My point is that over the years the "human element" as qouted from the tv commercial has been lost with me. Any responses or thoughts out there?